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Sally's avatar

Love this post Anne: very thought-provoking. And the comments are truly wonderful.

I used to live what I call a very 'big life' in the US, working in corporate America, juggling a high-level Vice President position with being a single mom, corralling schedules with a nanny and an ex-husband every time I had to travel, which was frequently. Yes, I had a good salary, benefits, a 401-k plan and a company car, but after 35 years doing it all, I finally yelled ENOUGH, and at the age of 56, quit the corporate life and returned to being a student, doing an MSc. in Sustainability in Wales.

I arrived in the UK in late 2019, alone, empty-nested, with two dogs who came with me from California (which is a very complicated process), and the pandemic and Covid lockdown came along four months later. Like all of us, my life became smaller and more sheltered because it had to be, but actually, I thrived in that environment. The peace and tranquility of being able to work at home, no cars on the road, no planes in the sky, and not many people around, for me was lovely. I recognise my privilege in this, and being able to shift my life to fit those conditions.

Five years later, I live a very 'small' life in an English country village. I haven't been on a plane anywhere, since I arrived at Heathrow from LAX in late 2019, and I don't miss flying at all. My cottage is a tiny 1-bed, 1-bath stone structure with a garden I adore. The car I drive is 7 years old, very quirky, and constantly dirty with mud and dog hair, and that's totally fine with me. I have very few friends, but the ones I have are fabulous and I love them, and we make time to get together for lunch once a week.

I completed the MSc. and I'm now training again, this time a 4-year master's course to become a psychotherapist. At 61 I am still re-inventing myself, and I'm happy.

BUT, there is one thing you mention which is really important and quite difficult. Doing this alone is a lonely process. Like you said about your stay in the Loire Valley meeting other ex-pats/immigrants, they are all couples. All my friends are couples. They share responsibilities and do things together. I don't have that. I do everything alone because I have to, and I've done so for the past 20 years since my divorce. I too would like to meet someone to share things with. Not because I 'need' a partner, but to be able to experience travel with, food with, to laugh with, and maybe, yes, to live with and share household tasks (wow, that would be quite something).

So, onwards and upwards for me. There are things I know are coming because I've planned them, and there are the other things that will possibly occur along the way. I look forward to it all.

And I'm looking forward to reading more about your Life 2.0 Anne!

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Helen Rowlands's avatar

My husband and I began again, moving to a remote village in Scotland where we planned to retire and just walk. Walk the dogs on beaches, hillsides, anywhere. That was the point at which I was diagnosed with osteo arthritis in both hips and am waiting new ones. So no real walking for me. Even up the driveway I need a stick sometimes. BUT we have made a new life here that we both love. I think my husband would love a lot less walking the dogs on his own, but we love the dogs, so what dyou do? Here we have a real community, not just neighbours. We have friends instead of acquaintances from the choir or whatever. I have discovered the incredible world of wild swimming in our many tiny beaches. In short, I bloody love it. No, it isn’t what we had planned, and our house has already cost us way more than we have, never mind budgeted, but (in between bouts of crying ‘cos my hips hurt or we can’t afford that bill) we are truly happy. This is our forever house: our forever village: our forever friends. A real love story. The end 🥰

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