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Susan Bailey's avatar

It sounds like you had to surrender and lay everything aside before you could find that space inside of you where peace lies. When I was first diagnosed with Parkinson's, the thing I longed for most was for my body to lie still. So I consciously laid out on my bed on my back with my head slightly uplifted and I listen to prayers and participated in them and felt my body go still, and it felt so wonderful. That was 5 years ago and I still think of that time as a very special one when I discovered what stillness was and how beautiful it is. These days when I have my episodes with my legs where they hurt so bad that all I can do is lie down on my bed and curl up just like you do with your vertigo, I pray the Rosary in my head and let the rhythm of that prayer soothe my aches and pains and calm my nerves, and bring me back to that peaceful center that I would find when I lay still 5 years ago. I'm glad that you're finding your peaceful center and I hope it helps you.

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Unpolished's avatar

I wish I could gather my thoughts in words to share how much your post resonates with me.

I am at the start of my unraveling and untethering. I so badly have wanted to move quickly past the painful and uncomfortable parts. To get to rediscovery and clarity about my new career, my new adventure, my new life, my new self. Yet the only way is through.

I am embracing the gifts of this season, the answers to prayer, the support of loved ones, the provision for each day.

I am trusting that this time go round I’ll build on a more authentic self not the one who created and accomplished from a place of achievement, “supposed to,” and fear.

Be well in your journey.

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